You have sent me a problem in asking for my advice.
I don’t know if you have read the books “The Hobbit” or the “Lord of the Rings”.
In one of these books, Bilbo Baggins says this, and I paraphrase, “Don’t ask Elves for advice because they will not say do this or that.”
I am in the same situation.
I do not want to say do this or that.
As difficult as this may be to understand and believe, there is only the now moment, and you are doing exactly what you should be doing. You are living exactly the now moment that you should. This is what your life plan is presenting for you.
There is a poem by John Milton, that ends with the following lines: “They also serve who only stand and wait.”
You will find that your life plan will present to you what you should be doing. At the moment, you may be feeling that you also serve who only stand and wait, but life will present you with openings, opportunities, experiences, decisions, etc.
Be patient, keep your mind open for opportunities and you will be guided to the opening that you will take.
That is all the advice that I can give you.
This waiting period is part of your life plan. It will lead you towards that which is waiting for you, if you wish to take it.
Patience. You are serving, even as you wait.
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