Comment:
I put this e-mail conversation with Bob here because I know that there are people who feel the same way from time to time about their spiritual progress or with anything in life and that my experience may help others feeling similar emotions and thoughts at whatever stage of life or their spiritual journey that they are at.
What was told to me is no different for anyone, we are all one and what applies to one, applies to all on the spiritual path.
Hi Bob,
I have been feeling that I am doing something wrong, or that I don’t understand how to develop.
I meditate everyday – perhaps I miss 2 or 3 times a year – and I try to do everything right, but I just can’t see any progress for developing spiritually.
Yes, I think that I am being guided but I can’t help but wonder if I am getting any closer.
I know that I still screw up too much with all my faults.
Anyway, I guess that I am just looking for some positive reinforcement that all is well and I am still on the right path… even with all my faults.
I just want to develop to help people, I want to see the people of Earth awaken and be free just as much as anyone.
Sorry about this, just getting a little depressed and feeling like I am not progressing forward and that it might be my fault.
Reply:
I picked up that you were not feeling “well”, from a spiritual point of view.
I just had a word with the Great White Brotherhood and they told me to tell you not to worry.
Please just meditate with absolutely no expectation of anything happening. They are monitoring your progress and things will fall into place when you are ready.
They are very happy with the effort you have made to purify your life.
But please remember, that to fill your auras with spiritual power takes time – a long time and, they said, if you worry about progress, it actually slows you down.
You will get there at your own speed.
There is no rush.
Now, I have paraphrased what they said but they actually said all that.
Just meditate for the pleasure and expect nothing.
But you are not abandoned.
They are with you and your real education will start when you are ready.
Think of it as an apprenticeship. You can’t become a master until your apprenticeship is complete.
I do understand your impatience.
I never went through that because I never knew there was any point to meditation. I just did it because I wanted to.
I was most surprised when people started to talk to me.
So, just relax, enjoy your meditation, enjoy life and it will all happen one day.
Comment:
Thanks Bob,
I appreciate the support and I will do my best to meditate without expectation. I feel that I usually do, but perhaps I am in denial or something.
Thanks again, you and the GWB are true friends.
Reply:
You will experience this many times and the more you advance in spirituality, the more depressed you will feel when you stop.
So, give yourself a day or two to recover and you will feel yourself again.
I find that after spending many hours doing telepathy I feel drained at the end of the day. I use a lot of spiritual energy doing telepathy so I feel really depressed.
Just as you do.
All you can do is to stop any spiritual work until you are filled with spiritual energy again and then you will be back to normal.
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